Friday, October 27, 2006

happy anniversary darling che


and a happy birthday to you, kung nasan ka man napadpad ngayon, dad.

sa iyo din uncle boy, kung nasan ka man naroroon din.

Monday, October 23, 2006

way over yonder

for some reason that is really beyond me right now, or probably ever shall be, hotmail -- that puny 25MB web based email relic from the jurassic period of the world wide web that mr. gates bought from an indian guy -- bleepin deleted everything in my account!! anakngbwakanangpakengsiyet!!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

eat your heart out gregory

last sunday i went inside the dumaguete cathedral a few minutes before mass. i sat down a couple of pews from the back, beside the marble listing of all the parish priests since the 16th c.

everybody rose when the priest and his altar boys came in, genuflected...and wonder of wonders!!!...an unmistakeable drum beat started!! i thought somebody must have fucked up the sound system, but suddenly the lights went on around the altar, across the nave... the concert lights and sounds were part of the mass!! and the priest was singing along too!

and the music was quite modern, indie rockish even, the drum beat started a song that sounded like the googoo dolls' iris. the next song used sounded like elton john's circle of life from the lion king. and the third one was a little color it reddish. holy molly! ganon na pala misa ngayon, sayang i have a bus to catch at natunawan na rin ako sa kinain kong nan and kebabs.

on my way to the bus station i kept thinking that i might have just missed seeing a full bohemain rhapsody cantata.

Friday, October 13, 2006

garrison keillor

got these goodies at the rso trading bookshop
in robinson's cebu for just P25 each!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

never mind the pollock


jacksonpollock.org

DIY abstract expressionist painting:

just move and click your mouse, baby.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

PDI Comics

siguro dahil bihira na akong makahawak ng diyaryo ngayon kaya naninibago pa rin ako sa layout ng comics page ng PDI. di masanay ang mata ko na di na abot hanggang sa bottom ng page ang comic strips. napaka-alien nuong sudoku board na naroroon.

sa bottom most strip ako nagsisimula dati magbasa ng PDI comics page, sa tuldok strip. parang pasakalye lang tuldok strip, kasi di naman siya kinatatawanan, at kahit mapangiti ako eh sa isip ko lang yon nangyayari, di na umaabot sa mukha.

sa taas non eh yong loveknots na minsan kwela, actually ang kwela eh ung me loveknots pa rin kahit minsan lang kwela sila jaja. faves ko yong kiko machine ni manix abrera na anak ni jess abrera na long time editorial cartoonist ng PDI. may compilation book na nga ng kiko machine, nakabili ako sa NBS, asteeg! rakenrol!!

dati may strip na coffee cats sa ka-row ng kiko machine sa left side, pero nawala dahil namatay na yong cartoonist. sa isang pugad baboy compilation eh me caricature si p.m. junior na gawa nong cartoonist ng coffee cats.

yong ben at mikrokosmos at divine comedy eh dinadaanan ko lang papuntang atomo and weboy na nasa left side, parang sharp bend sa race car track, biglang liko, iwas sa mutts na nasa taas ng divine comedy kasi gusto ko siya i-save for later. di ko gusto yong divine comedy para lang siyang marker papuntang left side. yong atomo and weboy tingin ko sobrang kakatawa siguro siya kapag me tama ka sa jutes.

kwela yong baby blues kasi para siyang naka realtime, the kids grow up before our eyes, at tatlo na sila ngayon. hindi katulad ni marvin sa itaas nito na strip na forever na lang na baby.

foxtrot is a nerd strip. kwela siya sa kanyang pop sensibility. meron pang time na me crossovers siya with other strips na hindi naman nakalabas si PDI so kung di ka familiar sa ibang syndicated strips eh lost ka. pero kung me amats ka sa jutes eh siguradong magandang pang-induce ng laughing trip dahil di mo ma-gets hehe.

pagkatapos ko sa foxtrot na topmost strip sa left side ay babalikan ko yong mutts na love kong strip, gusto ko si crab na walang ginawa kundi mag-crab. nuong nag-paalam sa kanya yong 2 mutts dati eh sinagot niya ng " %$#@*&!!! " kasi daw he just can't say goodbye.

then diretso ako sa old time fave na pugad baboy na sangkatutak na ang compilation books ngayon. dati katabi ng pugad baboy ang drama serial strip na katrina. nasubaybayan ko din dati ang kwento ni katrina kasama sila pomping, nanay nila, si apen, sila rigor at dr. guiller. minsan pa nga sa pugad baboy eh binabasa nila ang PDI para alamin kung ano na ang nangyari kay katrina. akala ko ang magkakatuluyan si katrina at si apen.

last kong binabasa ang a.lipin ni jess abrera, political joke strip kasi siya kaya hinuhuli ko, parang balik sa mga balita, so pagkatapos ko siyang basahin eh diretso ako sa commentaries sa opinion section ng PDI.

ngayon eh lost ako sa binagong format ng PDI comics page. wala na akong ruta at di ako mapalagay na kalahati na lang ng page ang strips. kainis.

october!!!

Friday, September 29, 2006

bad blood

they won't let me donate blood beecuz:

  1. i have a tattoo
  2. i had hepatitis

Sunday, September 24, 2006

basketball showdown

P150.00

...presyo ng binili kong second hand na combat fatigue na jacket sa ukay-ukayan sa taboan sa guihulngan.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Mélissa Theuriau


you don't have to be a francophone to watch the french news

Friday, September 15, 2006

blue bubbles

halos lahat na ng damit ko, kasama undie at medyas at panyo, meron nag nakasulat na pangalan ko, salamat sa blue bubbles laundry ng cebu.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

sarong banggi


hokey, time for this year's "if you're gonna see just one film until the end of the year..."

you can watch all the movies you want, but if you wanna see at least one memorable FILM...

please watch sarong banggi, great story, great storytelling through film. jaclyn jose won an urian for her performance here.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

babel

kadtong niaging adlaw, naka text nako si tanya samtang asa palawan siya para celebrar su cumpleaneos. kagagaling siya sa loob ng yungib ng tabon, that was how she spent the morning of her birthday, and i was in negros also celebrating avec une bouteille d'bierre. hmmm .... actually dos botellas de cervezas na diay ang kong nahurot kadtong orasa, on my way to my third.

maybe in some part of my mind nagkaron ng koneks na gikan siya sa cordilleras kaya bigla akong napatanong ng "kumusta kweba? awan ti al-alya?"

natingala ko na nganong nakahinumdom ko sa pulong na "al-alya"? well as they say, there is always a primera vez, ug nahitabo ang aking first ever text conversation in ilokano kadtong nagtubag siya og: "haha awan met ti nakitak. Wen nu adda ket nakigtot da nga nakakita met ti igorot U"

huwow babel mhen! naghuna-huna ko na sige daw makipag-text nga sa ilokano, pero awanen ading, nakalimtan na nako, je ne pas parlais ilokano na pala. no habla anymore. nahinumduman na lang nako mga names sa mga ilokano na sida: dinengdeng, papaitan, bagnet, pinikpikan, pakbet hahaha i could speak ilokano cuisine.

mangan tila! saka na pakig-istoryahay tapno haan ta nga magka-gubot. salaam.

Friday, September 01, 2006

what i learned through sms today

salamat joms, big time knowledge pre:

ano tawag m0 sa kpag natalamsikan ng tubig ang pwet m0 dahil sa pg bagsak ng tae m0 sa bowl ?

Tapuek! .. Eh ung bumalik na tae?

Mc arthur

Monday, August 28, 2006

ano ang nangyari kay ed tiotioen?

sa mga kasamahan ko sa USTe:

nakita ko yong pic sa wake ni ed tiotioen, nagulat ako dahil hinahanap ko talaga siya sa messages and pics, iyon pala ganon na ang pic niya. ano ikinamatay ni ed?

naalala ko noong magfa-facilitate ako ng ilang topics ng SKM eh si ed ang nagpabaon sa akin ng pag-gamit ng visual aid ng "structure-superstructure" para mapadali ang diskusyon.

ginabi na kami ni bong (educ) pagkatapos nong SKM na iyon at dahil siguro sa kapraningan ni bong na makitulog ako sa bahay nila sa tondo pagka-galing sa ED - eh sa luneta na lang kami napadpad para magpalipas ng gabi.

ayon hinuli kami ng pulis for vagrancy HAHAHAHA.

habang nira-roundup ang mga natutulog sa luneta eh busy akong nagpupunit ng mga ED materials na itinatapon ko sa ilalim ng upuan ng fiera ng pulis. pagdating naman namin sa presinto sa likod ng rizal grandstand ay isinuksok ko sa isang filing cabinet ng mga pulis ang facilitation manual ng SKM. sayang talaga yong manual nayon kasi pamana na sa akin yon, di pa nga SKM ang nakasulat eh, SKP pa. gulat siguro ng pulis na nakakita non. at yong taga-linis ng fiera nila.

ayon, kaya ko naalala si
ed tiotioen.

ikabod

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

G-Girl

i saw my super ex-girlfriend last week. it quite summed up my previous relationship with len.

watch it, it's a pretty batty movie.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Sunday, August 13, 2006

petitioner # 2876

hokey panahon na naman para sa isang "i don't usually post stuff like this but...."

kahapon nalaman ko sa internet na ang nabalitaan kong pinatay sa baranggay malusay, guihulngan nuong hunyo 20 ay isa palang volunteer ng human rights organization na karapatan, si eladio dasi-an. halos 2-3 kilomentro lang ang layo ng pinangyarihan sa aking tinutuluyan sa poblacion ng guihulngan. madalas ako sa malusay dahil baybaying baranggay ito, nai-post ko pa sa accidental photoblogger ang ilang pics nakuha ko doon nuong linggo na pinatay si eladio.

sa gitna ng mga tagay ng tuba sa tabing dagat o pagtungga ng beer sa poblacion ay makakarinig ako ng mga kuwento ng salvagings sa guihulngan, di ko malaman kung alin ang pulitikal at hindi, pati ng mga engkwentro sa mga kabundukang baranggay. ang pinsan ng katiwala sa bahay na tinululuyan ko ay survivor ng isang raid ng mga rebelde sa isang para-military unit kailan lang.

mayroong libro na inilathala ang national council of churches in the philippines tungkol sa resulta ng isang international fact-finding mission sa negros oriental at cotabato nuong dekada 80 at isang chapter ang naka-laan para sa guihulngan. ang meyor na binabanggit sa libro ay siyang meyor pa rin ngayon. sa brgy mckinley pa rin nakabase ang militar ngayon ayon sa ulat na mayroon daw "death squad".

isang lider mananagat na ginawang sundalo nuong batas militar sa murang edad na 16 ang nag-paliwanag sa akin na napakahirap para sa mga sinanay pumatay na kumawala sa buhay ng karahasan. pag-aralan ko daw ang mga kasabayan niyang naging sundalo nuong 1975-1981, halos puro ekstensyon ng pagiging killing machine ang buhay ngayon - mga naging bodyguards ng mga pulitiko, mga naging gun for hire, nasa kidnap for ransom groups, o kahit pa simpleng siga-siga sa kanilang mga lugar.

pagkarating daw niya sa kanyang yunit sa mindanaw noon ay natakot daw agad siya sa kakaibang pagkilos at pag-iisip ng mga "beterano" na gumagawa pa ng kwintas ng mga tinuhog na mga tenga ng mga napatay nila. ang pa-welcome sa mga baguhan ay pag-"take over" sa mga morong inabutan sa checkpoint sa wala daw sedula. nuong tinanong ko kung ang ibig sabihin ba ng take over ay ipinababaril ang mga nahuli sa mga baguhan, ang sagot sa akin ay hindi daw. dahil "silent killing" kapag sa checkpoint, kaya daw sila may issue na bayoneta, sayang din ang bala.

mula sa ganoong training daw na gagawin silang killing machine, sabi niya ay wala namang re-training para sa mga umaalis ng pagka-sundalo para makabalik uli sa pag-iisip sibilyan, para maging epektibo silang maging mapayapang mamamayan. kaya hirap silang mabuhay na walang baril, noon nga daw sibilyan na siya at di siya naka-abot sa last trip ay nagpaputok siya ng ilang beses para pasakayin siya ng bus driver. paghahanap ng kaaway ang training sa kanila kaya hindi kapareho ng sibilyan ang pag-iisip nila kapag may bagong taong lalapit at babati sa kanila. kapag inuman daw ay parating nakabantay ang dating sundalo sa kainuman dahil baka "unahan" siya nito kaya madalas ay "uunahan" na niya ito.

ang tagal daw ng struggle niya bago niya tinalikuran ang paghawak ng baril. kahit ngayon daw na matagal na siyan lider mananagat ay marami pa ring ang tingin sa kanya ay ang dating siga at basagulero. sabi ko dapat pala ay may organisasyon sila para sa "civilian re-training" pero mahirap na daw dahil kapag sinisimulan pa lang niya mag-paliwanag sa mga dati niyan ka-batch ay tinatawanan lang siya at tinatanong kung nag-pari na ba siya.

kaya hindi napakahirap para manumbalik sa panahon ng patayan nuong martial law, kaibhan lang ngayon ay pati mga sibilyan parang nasanay na rin sa patayan sa paligid. ang bigat-bigat ng pakiramdam ko kahapon ng makita ko ang larawan ng dalawang LFS bikol na mukhang nagkukulitan sa isang pagtitipon, pareho na silang patay ngayon sa magkahiwalay na kaso ng pagpaslang. naisip ko na sana pala binigyang parangal si castor na board member ng task force detainees of the philippines nuong na-survive niya ang pagkakabaril sa kanyang mukha nuong isang taon, bakit kapag namatay doon laman ibinubuhos ang pighati at parangal?

nuong nabasa ko ang online petition STOP EXTRA-JUDICIAL KILLINGS IN THE PHILIPPINES gusto kong magpasalamat sa mga banyaga at mga migranteng pilipino na naglagda doon, nag-uumapaw ang aking damdamin sa pakikipag-isa nila sa mga biktima at pamilya ng mga pagpatay, at sa ating lahat na nabubuhay rito sa gitna ng malawakang kampanya ng kamatayan.

pero hindi pasasalamat ang nais nila kundi pakiki-isa, paghimok at pagkilos. kaya't ang aking pasasalamat at pakiki-isa ay aking ginawa sa pagsama ng aking pangalan sa online petition. ito na rin ang aking munting paunang pagkilos, sanay pati sa iyo na rin.

salamat.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

by the moon's gravitational pull

last week napanood ko sa balita mga nagkakawayang ofw's sa beirut na nagsasabing huwag mag-alala mga kamag-anak nila dahil nasa southern lebanon lang targets ng israel.

balita kanina eh pinasabugan ng mga israeli na eroplano ang isang abandoned lighthouse sa commercial and business district ng central beirut.

puwede nang mag-alala.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

you want me to ask what?

a friend told me to ask this naman sa susunod: "sino katabi mo ngayon at ano iniisip mo kapag katabi mo siya?"

hehe. kitakits na lang sa sunod na inuman!

Monday, July 31, 2006

Thursday, July 27, 2006

cesar montano

1. bakit hindi na lang siya kumuha ng globe plan?
2. bakit ganon siya uminom ng nature's spring?

Saturday, July 22, 2006

ano lunch?

Kfc delivery lang. la ako maid. D pa k tapos maglaba. Kayo?
Punta ka d2. Papakainin kita manok.
Tinirhan pa nga kta. Magparamdam ka pag baba mo ng bundok. God bless:-)
Arlene
Hoy kumusta naman mo oy? Misent b i2? C dets i2. Mis u so much kis ko kay darling ha?
Det-det
San k?
Hahaha! Di ko rin alam e
Brammy
Mgpa pa lunch k? Kmi sweet n sour n bangus.. Ikw? Davao p rn kw?
Eh mrmi tuna dyn ah.. Ay negros nga pla dyn wla nga pla mkain dyn.
Bka mging taong negros k n.
Ester
Lunch namin? D2 kami barrio fiesta? Kau musta?
Jonal
Hi romel..Checharon na baboy. Hehehe. Nsan ka ngayun?
Lemuel
Prawns!-my favorite!U
Dinah
Ano lunch? wala ko kagets
Luz
Malay ko kung ano lunch nyo pre, hehehe.. Bsta ako, pwde na crispy pata at pakbet.u
Wilnor
Ginisang ampalaya at baboy. Habol ka?U
Zeena
Ano lunch? Mistext? hehe enjoy your luch.. Happy weekend.
Ah.. Parang choose your own adventure na menu. u. well its a lazy sturday lunch of yakisoba and toasted bread... Hehe
Tanya
Tnatmad me cook, out f town p Mama.mkhngi nlang me sau.
Lilipas din yan itulog m nlang.
Jazer
D2 ako sa market2 wd family. Wru? Bday sharon yesterday.
Bobby
Helo papa1 Unti lang load ko .. hehe..nsa festi kme ngaun nina mama..luv ya
Ayi
Why? Wer r u?
Nida
hi love chx mechado ang fud ko knna
Che
Taas lagnat amiel e
Ako naglunch sya noodles lang gusto
Loy
Panga ng dulong ska relyenong dulong..Gus2 ka?
Mhel
d pa kmi naglunch tanghali na kmi nagagahan
Anthony
Hoy, salamat! Eto, kakakain lang ng ration galing sa old haus. Spagheti na bitin sa sauce. D k ksama sa Market?
Sharon
Seminar food. Sa mtrc. Malamig na soup at maalat na isda. Hindi puedeng kunan ng photo at ipang-inggit. u
Aying
San ka? Kakauwi ko lng. Just read ur msg.
Omar

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

beautiful agony

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Friday, July 07, 2006

file under "disturbing"

i just saw a clip of debbie gibson going onstage during a circle jerks gig and joined them in singing I WANNA DESTROY YOU!!!

Monday, July 03, 2006

2.9 x 3.4 x 3.0 cm.

...size ng follicle cyst ni luz sa kanyang left ovary.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

6 degrees of kevin bacon

browsing over belle's URL, friendster told me that "belle is your friend" i went "hwatdafak? we're related by blood you idiot, she's my cousin!"

but that was on friendster after all so a can't really complain. if there only was a cousinster.com where we find out that we're all cousins separated by several degrees, that would be swell!

"belle is your first degree cousin"
"saddam is your distant cousin,
you are connected to him through his cousin jamal who is the cousin of ahmed..."
"you married your cousin you idot!"

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

someone in yahoo hates heat

hurry before somebody fixes it!

under the "top headlines" in the yahoo sports spage, clicking the NBA link to the article "Heat Beat Mavericks to Win NBA Title" would lead you to an old yahoo sports story on the Feb 09, 2006 36 point game loss of the Miami Heat to the Dallas Mavericks during the regular season titled "Dallas 112, Miami 76"

para kay bingboy at sa kanyang pamilya

nakikiramay ako sa inyong pagdalamhati ngayong araw ng libing ni nanay.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Sunday, June 18, 2006

when you feel trapped and can't move on

i often wonder what is worse for me, being left behind or arriving too early. that friday afternoon in tangil, with two and a half hours until the next ferry i thought not making the last trip would have been better because that would force me to move on after a few slaps to the forehead.

arriving early leaves me with no other options but to fucking wait and kill time, this always brings on long spells of staring blankly into space, into bright midday humid rural port area space filled with brown dust and blue sea and white sky. i could imagine myself already on the other side being invited to carnivorous visayan fiestas, promised banana cakes and fed with native goodies with hot chocolate in dark and smoky joints like opium dens frequented for their quick sweet thick dreamy fix.

i was jolted out of my reverie by fergie telling me through the videoke machine that i don't want no drama. curious thing was that it really was fergie's voice coming out of the videoke machine and not some irksome falsetto singing about humps and lady lumps. i was drawn towards this amazing machine and saw the rest of the BEPs in concert telling the audience that she's got them spending.

turns out that someone somewhere thought of a gift to bequeath music lovers who can't sing or won't sing in public and can't stand other people's singing, the mtv videoke! for five pesos you could watch and listen to two music videos or concert cuts of songs of your choice. like a music video jukebox!

ha!! let the ferry arrive late, push those buttons for me mate!
  • layla unplugged - eric clapton
  • underneath it all - no doubt
  • my immortal - evanescence
  • some like it hot - power station
  • scar tissue - red hot chilli peppers
  • smells like teen spirit - nirvana

Monday, June 12, 2006

critique of sentimentality

"Heartlessness masked by a style overflowing with feeling."

Kafka on Dickens's novels

Saturday, June 10, 2006

heat vs. mavs

an interesting nba finals trivia i've read is that given the number of nba teams there are, one would think that there is an even chance for any team to win the finals but this is not so. from 1979 till 2005 only seven teams have become nba champions:

  1. los angeles lakers (80, 82, 87, 88, 00, 01, 02)
  2. boston celtics (81, 84, 86)
  3. philadelphia 76ers (83)
  4. detroit pistons (89, 90, 04)
  5. chicago bulls (91, 92, 93, 96, 97, 98)
  6. houston rockets (94, 95)
  7. san antonio spurs (99, 03, 05)

this has been the only time since 1971 that two teams who have not been to the finals before are battling for the larry o'brien trophy. so to whoever wins, you've truly come a long way baby!

Friday, June 09, 2006

teknolohika fantastika!

current raves:

  1. the i-max theater at the new mall of asia
  2. google earth
  3. wikipedia on dc and marvel universe
  4. trekearth and treklens
  5. lesbian batwoman

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

roam


bato
boracay

maria

calatagan

intramuros

kawasan

san carlos

pagsanjan

Sunday, June 04, 2006

a series of unfortunate events

  1. papunta ako ng airport para sa flight papuntang cebu at P400 lang pala laman ng wallet ko
  2. kinain ng atm machine ang aking atm card dahil sa 3x wrong pin
  3. naubos oras ko sa proseso ng pag-retrieve ng atm card kaya hindi na ako umabot sa flight ko
  4. dahil hindi ako naka-withdraw ay hindi ako makapag-rebook ng flight
  5. naisipan kong mag fund transfer sa isa pang atm account pero ayaw tanggapin sa machine ang atm card dahil sa magnetic strip problem
  6. takbo ako sa isa pang expressnet machine na tumatanggap sa aking flip na atm card pero 2x nag-wrong pin
  7. nag fund transfer na lang ako sa e-cash card ni ayi pero hindi ko siya ma-text o matawagan dahil biglang ayaw gumana ng asterisk key sa aking cellphone na kailangan para ma-unlock ang keypad
  8. kinailangan kong puntahan sa muntinlupa si ayi at gisingin sa pagtulog at biglain sa landline na nasa labas na ako ng kanilang subdivision at kinakailangan ko siyang dalhin sa festival mall para magamit ang e-cash card niya
  9. pagkatapos ma-withdraw ay kailangan ko pang magbayad ng P350 para lang maayos ang keypad ng cellphone para makapagtext sa nasa cebu na hindi ako makakarating sa araw na iyon
  10. umasa pa akong maaalala ko ang pin ng aking atm card kaya hindi ko pa linabas lahat ng laman ng account, ang pagkakamaling ito ay nagdulot ng isa pang serye ng mga malas na pangyayari apat na araw pagkatapos nito

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Thursday, May 25, 2006

module making 101

somebody told me that by using the learning objective "...to raise awareness and understanding " i was insulting my participants by assuming that their awareness and understanding are much lower than my own. ooooooooooh!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

tequila sunrise

Sent : Tuesday, August 29, 2000 9:35 PM
Subject : If it's Sunday, it must be Vangroovy.


After Sunday, my details are as follows (see handy attached map for planning your holiday on the left coast). For those to whom I owe money, none of the following applies...

610 Jervis Street, Apt. 704Vancouver, B.C.V6E 3M4tel. (604) 729-7957birthday Sept. 10 (enough said...)Sayonara, sweethearts.

Lindsey

"He killed them all. He killed their wives and their families; he killed their neighbours; he killed their enemies; he killed people who owed them money. And then just like that, *poof*, he was gone."- Kevin Spacey, "The Usual Suspects"
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Sent : Sunday, September 10, 2000 11:47 PM
Subject : Re: oh, you know


27, baby. Thanks for you birthday messsage!

So today is the big day and I am out at my parents' place getting spoiled. It's been a long time since I was in the same city as the parental units on my birthday...

Vancouver is beautiful, but lonely. Last year at this time I was also in a new city - Ottawa - and also without friends, so I know that I will make friends in Vancouver and that it will become home, but part of me also wonders what in hell made me think that it was a good idea to move to a new city AGAIN?

I think that I might have a bad case of New City Ennui....Bar school is tough. 9 more weeks of it to go. I love my new apartment - I can see the ocean. I will write more soon - my Mum i scalling me for breakfast at the moment!

Love an older (and hopefully wiser) Lindsey
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Sent : Saturday, October 14, 2000 6:47 AM

hiya, Romel.Sorry for the radio silence. Mostly, it is borne of the fact that I haven't been doing anything interesting lately, so I don't have much to write about!

I go to bar school classes every morning and for part of every afternoon, and then I just go to the office and work on my readings and assignments. I don't like the course very much because it takes up all of my evenings and weekends - it is much worse than just having a regular job. Sigh.

There was an article on the front page of the paper here yesterday about Estrada's gambling problem. There was an accompanying picture, and I have to admit to being a bit suspicious of any head of state who looks so much like Elvis Presley.

Anyway, I hope that you are having a good time in Ph. (not even attempting to spell such a tricky word today - I am pretty tired...) and that all is well at work.Have a great weekend!Lindsey
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Sent : Friday, October 27, 2000 9:03 AM

hiya, Romel.How are things in hard-to-spell-places? Things on the West Coast are v. stressful as I have less than 2 weeks to go before exams. This course really bites, I have to say. I am out at my parents' place today so at least I am getting proper food and my laundry is done, however...

I have no interesting things to tell you because I do nothing except study and go to class...

Except did I tell you that I saw Gunilla? She was at a conference for the Special Rapporteur on Migrant Workers. In fact, she was lecturing the Special Rapporteur in a manner that I associate only with Gunilla. The Special Rapporteur looked pissed off. I hope that she recommends to the UN that Canada be sanctioned for having such an obnoxious citizen...

love Lindsey
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Sent : Friday, November 24, 2000 7:34 AM

hiya, Romel.Guess what? I passed my bar exams! (Insert victory cheer here)

I am pretty relieved because the last exam was pretty difficult and there was a big section on mortgages where I crashed and burned. So now I can clear all the paper and binders and texts out of my apartment and forget everything I learned in the last ten weeks!

What are you up to these days? How is work? How is Ayi?

Love Lindsey
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Sent : Saturday, January 13, 2001 1:38 AM

Happy Birthday, man!How does it feel? Are you having a bash to celebrate? My friend Paula just had her thirtieth birthday in October and she threw a party with the theme "Three Decades of Mediocrity". I thought it was pretty funny....

I am doing some volunteer work for an NGO in town: the Vancouver ASsociation for Survivors of Torture. It's actually a lot less depressing than it sounds.... Lots of migrant stuff, so it keeps me interested.

Have a great birthday, Romel

:) love Lindsey
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Sent : Wednesday, January 17, 2001 1:52 AM
Subject: Re: kubrick


Glad to hear that you're doing well (in the midst of chaos, as usual) and that someone threw you a birthday bash.I saw the movie "Traffic" last night and was totally thinking of you. One of the characters was played by an actor named Benicio Del Toro and man, did he remind me of you. Very weird. Is this movie out in the Philippines?

I am still working my ass off at the firm. But now I also go snowboarding occasionally, so life is good.

Lindsey
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Sent : Tuesday, March 13, 2001 5:21 AM
Subject Re: ode to joy


hiya, Romel!How are things?

I have finished my litigation rotation and am now in the corporate department. I am really working for the man now, baby! But I'm balancing things out after hours volunteering for the Vancouver Assoc. for Survivors of Torture, so I think I still have a tenous hold on my soul.....

I'm planning a trip to Vietnam and Cambodia for August (maybe...) Do you have any conferences or workshops in that neck of the woods? So far my planning has been all about buying a guidebook, but I will throw myself into it later in the month (work is sucking up all of my energy right now.....)

Vancouver is growing on me, though. Especially now that spring has sprung. The cherry trees are all in bloom and the weekend was sunny and warm, perfect for reading my book by the water, which was exactly what I did on Saturday. But still perfect for snowboarding, which is what I did on Sunday!

Tell me what you are doing, especially if it involves tequila :) Lindsey
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i'll bring the lemons lindsey, miss you much, i'll see ya in your happy place. - romel

Monday, May 15, 2006

MPL wins 1st under-17 girls football title
Saturday, May 13

SAN CARLOS CITY—Boosted by an inspiring performance from its skipper, Muntinlupa-Parañaque-Las Piñas overcame Iloilo, 2-1, to capture the first PFF National Under-17 Girls Football crown before a big crowd at the SJRI ballfield here.

MPL Football Association president Cathy Revilla said their club is overwhelmed with the distinction as the first girls’ Under-17 national champion.

MPL, Iloilo booters arrange title clash
Friday, May 12

SAN CARLOS CITY — Playing with more spunk and energy despite poor weather conditions, Muntinlupa-Parañaque-Las Piñas and Iloilo came through with runaway victories to set up a titular showdown in the 1st PFF National Girls’ Under-17 Football Championships here.MPL regained its aggressiveness in the second half to beat Negros Oriental, 5-1........

"Endurance was the key to our win. The girls are peaking at the right time," said MPL coach Ernie Nierras, whose team drew goals from five different players, including two substitutes.

Striker Cristina de los Reyes, 12, set the MPL attack in motion with her 5th minute goal but Negros Oriental forged a 1-all tie in the 19th minute with Danillyn Lasin’s 18-yard free kick.

MPL, however, came out with more energy after the re-start. Defender Mica Suarez and striker Isabel Kilayko typified MPL’s ferocious second half assault by scoring from close range in the 46th and 53rd minutes, respectively, while substitutes Leah Cruz and Ayi Mondragon sealed the rout with their goals in the final three minutes.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

bend it!!!



gma loves mang tomas



yong si gloria sa bagong tv advert ng mang tomas, si jazer yon na nanay ng inaanak kong si julia na siya namang bata sa huling tv ad ng gain plus advance!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

great shakes

sa magdalena's bakeshop sa gilid ng simbahang katoliko sa sentro ng siyudad ng san carlos ay may tig beinte pesos lang na ube shake at pineapple shake. hmmmm, good stuff.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

me and the devil sandwich

spread three chords over twelve bars
top it with longing and infinite sadness
dash it with a little bile from your gut
garnish with soulful licks
be sure to pay your dues

enjoy your blues

Monday, May 01, 2006

X-Men III

i just saw the preview of x-men 3, kasama na sina beast, angel at juggernaut! galeng!

Sunday, April 30, 2006

mormon jazz

ever noticed na parating may basketball court sa labas ng chapel ng church of the latter day saints?

....and that it seems na wala namang naglaro sa mga basketball courts nila ever?

so what's with basketball and the mormons anyway? the only possible koneks i could make is that mormon state utah has a great basketball team in the NBA, yon ba iyon? sana istatwa na lang nila malone at stockton, pero malamang tanggalin din nila iyong kay malone dahil lumipat ng lakers sa huling hirit nila ni payton para maka isang championship ring man lang bago mag-retire.

so malamang istatwa na lang ni kirlienko ang ipalit sa istatwa ni malone katabi ng istatwa ni stockton na maikli ang shorts.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

puno ng acacia

ilang taon na kaya yong puno ng acacia sa gitna ng quadrangle ng ating elementary school? kahit nuong nag-aaral pa tayo doon eh parang ang tanda tanda na niya.

inisip ko dati merong isang super mother higad iyong puno ng acacia na kasing edad nito na pinang-gagalingan ng sangkatutak na higad na maya't maya ay nahuhulog sa nagkakatihan at nagpupulahang batok, braso at noo ng mga batang mag-aaral. kahit na hindi ako nabiktima ng mga falling higad ay nakaka-relate ako sa hirap at pagkagitla ng mga nag-ngangatihang mga bata na sasabihan ng mga titser na kanilang lalapitan bilang pangalawang magulang sa paaralan para sa kanilang suliraning kahigaran ng -> "HUWAG MONG KAMUTIN AT KAKALAT!!!"

kung hindi ako nagkakamali ay hindi lang higad ang nahuhulog mula sa acacia kundi mga dahon din. walang patid na naglalaglagang dahong dilaw, mala dilaw na mala brown, mala brown na mala orange, at kahit mga berde pa. inakala ko dati na kagagawan ng mga walang magawang mga higad ang pagkatanggal ng mga dahon sa puno at dahil sa excitement nilang magtanggal ng mga dahon ay nahuhulog ang ilan sa kanila diretso sa mga batok ng kung sino pang mga iyakin na mga bata.

inisip ko noon na bakit ang laki laki ng acacia tapos ang liit-liit naman ng mga dahon niya. ang nararapat sa ganon kalaking puno eh yong dahon ng puno ng saging di ba? kasi kapag ganon kalaki ang dahon niya eh mahihirapan na yong mga higad na tanggalin ito at kung mahulog man ay hindi siya makalat dahil hindi siya matataboy ng hangin habang winawalis ng janitor at sa totoo lang kung kasing laki nga ng dahon ng saging ang nakakalat sa quadrangle ay pupulutin na lang yon kaysa walisin.

ang hinihintay kong bumagsak mula sa acacia eh yong mga sipa na kinoconfiscate niya sa mga batang naglalaro kapag recess at lunch break, sinasalo niya ang mga ito at hindi na ibinabalik. hindi na ako nakakakita ng sipang tingga at sako tulad ng mga ginamit natin noon, siguro ay dahil bago na ang style ng mga bubong ngayon kaya hindi na pamilyar sa tingga ang mga bata dala na rin siguro nagtatanggalan ang mga yero ng bubong ng mga bahay noong panahon natin dahil sa mataas na demand ng tingga para sa sipa.

siguro bukod sa sipa ay marami pang ibang bagay na kino-confiscate ng punong acacia sa gitna ng ues noon dahil madalas-dalas ang kaganapang nagkukumpulan ang mga bata sa ilalim nito at nakatingala't may itinuturo na kung anong bagay sa mga sanga ng acacia. ang madalas na ituro at pagkaguluhan ay kapag may pusang naligaw sa mga sanga nito.

pero kahit wala namang ibang bagay sa sanga ng acacia bukod sa higad at maliliit na dahon nito ay parang milagrosang puno ito na kung anu-anong aparisyon ang nakikita ng mga bata kapag tumingala sa punong ito.

humila ka lang ng isa o dalawang walang magawang mga kaklase o kaibigan (parang marami nito nuong panahon natin) para tumayo sa ilalim ng acacia at pare-parehong tumuro sa mga sanga nito ay siguradong mag-kukumpulan na maya maya ang mga batang grade 1 at grade 2 para tingnan kung ano ang itinuturo ng unang tatlong batang walang magawa pagkatapos kumain ng baon. mga batang grade 3 at 4 ang unang makakapagsabi kung anong hinahanap ng mga batang grade 1 at 2. maya maya ay mga batang grade 5 at 6 naman ang nag-uunahang makakita at pagtalunan ng kung anumang bagay na sinasabi ng mga batang grade 3 at 4 na nasa puno ng acacia.

tiyak tuwang tuwa si super mother higad.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

tequila mockingbird

From : Lindsey Cameron
Sent : Monday, January 10, 2000 3:55 AM
Subject : Re: start the year right


hiya, Romel. My New Year's was spent with friends from undergrad at a party in Vancouver. Nothing to crazy, but good fun all the same. Otherwise, I had a great visit with the parental units and with a few other friends on the West Coast.

I did have one funny thing happen to me: Since everyone was having Christmas at our house, my father decided that it would be fun to serve oysters as appetizers. We had some leftovers because one of my uncles doesn't like shellfish, and my mum made a nice oyster soup. Anyway, as I was eating my soup, I found a pearl! This must be a good omen for the new millennium...

Happy Birthday! What will you do to celebrate?

:) Lindsey
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Sent : Monday, February 7, 2000 5:48 AM
Subject : Re: the revolutionary


hiya, Romel. Glad to hear that your Dad is in a healthier climate. And hey, some of us bourgeois-types can be a lot of fun!

Any job involving responsibility is going to be tough, especially when money is on the line. Don't quit just because your co-workers are acting like assholes.

Now I am back at the office, plowing through more work than any one woman should have to do. I ran into my judge as I was coming into the building and he was going to the parking garage after having been out on the canal - at least he had the grace to look embarassed that I was working on such a beautiful day!

Had lunch with Bing last week (yummy sushi). The CHRF is doing an initial publication of our summer project next month, and a final publication in June, because it was well-received by the workshop people who met with Bing in Manila. If you promise not to make fun of it, I will send you a copy...

:) Lindsey
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Tuesday, February 29, 2000 3:09 AM
Subject : radio silence


hiya, Romel. Ottawa is going through an unseasonable warm patch. Only two weeks ago it was -40, now it is 10. So all the snow is melting and I practically have to swim to work.

I have been very busy at the office, but it all paid off on Friday when I met with the judge and he said that everything I gave him was very useful. He is such a charming man and always makes me feel like he appreciates the hours I put in! I will miss him in the fall.

;) Lindsey
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Sent : Tuesday, March 14, 2000 10:59 PM
Subject : Re: A true revolutionary is someone who is moved by the heart - che guevara


Things here are crazy as usual, and I have the additional chaos lately of a new boyfriend. His name is Joseph and he works on Parliament Hill (in Ottawa, there are only men who work on the Hill, and men who are techies...) He is fun and smart and cute, so I am pretty pleased with myself for finding him :)

My Mum is also visiting right now so I have been working weird hours so that I can spend my afternoons with her.

This Friday is St. Paddy's day, so there will be drunken mayhem I am sure. Can you tell that I have finally settled into Ottawa with a vengeance? And of course I move to Vancouver in 6 months, where I will have to make friends all over again!!

Lindsey
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Sent : Thursday, March 16, 2000 9:56 PM
Subject : Re:


My mother was just here for a four-day visit. It was great to see her but also exhausting to be entertaining for that long. Last night after she left I just vegged out on the couch reading a trashy magazine and eating junk food. I guess that part of it was MY vacation!

Lindsey
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Sent: Monday, May 15, 2000 9:54 PM
Subject : Re: Hope is the denial of reality...Raistlin the mage


hiya, Romel. Sounds like you are busy as usual. It must have been nice to have Ayi for such a long visit, are you missing her?

This past weekend was the first one spent out of the office since the end of January. So I tried to take advantage of my relative freedom, but almost didn't know what to do with myself when I wasn't working. I settled on gardening in the end: lettuce, cucumber, leeks and a ton of flowers. So hopefully next time I have a free weekend, I can spend it sitting out in the yard enjoying te fruits of my labour!! Of course, after I did all this yard work, the temperature plummeted, so I was outside last night with a flashlight checking to see if everything was surviving the cold. I'm not sure what I would have done had the answer been "no", dug it all back up again and brought it inside? hmmmm.

In addition to being busy, I have been having a miserable time of it with Joseph, which is the other reason I have been out of touch. Not enough good news to impart, I suppose. Boys, blech.

Lindsey
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Sent : Tuesday, June 13, 2000 11:45 PM
Subject : Re: surreal pillow


hiya, Romel. Sounds like you had a great vacation with Ayi and your cousins.

Thanks for the hair clip thought, but actually my hair is so short now that I'm not sure I can even wear them! I look like a boy, according to my father. Sigh.

I broke up with Joseph (of the amazing technicolour complications) and am now dating a very nice cute boy named Jason (I am going with a "J" theme in the new millenium...). He works for CIDA and is also from Vancouver.

I will probably go down to Montreal for the Jazz Festival at the beginning of July, however, because all work and no play sucks.

:) Lindsey
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Sent : Thursday, July 6, 2000 9:20 PM
Subject : Re: learn the rules


good morning, Romel. I have a terrible awful horrible no-good very bad cold. Argh. But I am still planning to go to Montreal this weekend to see the Jazz Festival.

I talked to Gilbert on the phone when he was over at Bing's on the weekend and he sounds well. He doesn't mention religion very much in his conversation except to say "God bless" instead of "good-bye" so it is a funny contrast to his e-mail.

Lindsey
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Sent : Tuesday, July 25, 2000 10:33 PM
Subject : Re: bkk

Jason went to London (Ontario) with his ex- last weekend. Guess who just got dumped for her boyfriend's ex-? Definitely, no more J- boys...

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Sent : Thursday, August 3, 2000 2:42 AM
Subject : Re: ian

hiya, Romel. Things here are pretty crazy - With the help of a friend, I found an apartment in Vancouver and I am moving there on Sept. 3. On Monday (Aug. 7) I am going to Madrid for a week and then to Paris for a week. I am staying with friends in both places and am looking forward to a lot of good wine, stinky cheese and yummy chocolate!

WEirdly, after being pretty pissed off for a couple of days, I am not mad about the Jason thing anymore. I went to Toronto to hang out with a friend and the whole thing just fell out of my mind. Does this mean that I am getting jaded?

:)Lindsey
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Sent : Tuesday, August 29, 2000 9:35 PM
Subject : return to the 'Wa


hiya, Romel. Got back from my vacation last week and have been getting ready for my move to Vancouver ever since. I will send out my new address etc (etc) later today.

My trip was amazing - I spent a week in Madrid with a good friend from high school, Cassandra. Madrid turned out to be a perfect base for visiting a few of the surrounding cities - Toledo, Segovia, El Escorial. Then I spent four days in Reims, in Champagne) with some friends from university (where I toured all the champagne houses and drank A LOT) and a few days in Paris with my old housemate. The weather was fantastic everywhere I went, people were friendly and I enjoyed being outside and active (i.e., the opposite of my normal life in the office....).

Right now I'm staying with a friend from work since I moved all my furniture to Vancouver at the beginning of August. I leave on Sunday, move into my new apartment on Monday and start bar school on Tuesday. Argh. In mid-September, I fly back to Toronto to be in a friend's wedding - what a production. Being involved in this wedding has convinced me that I will elope.

What are you up to? Lindsey

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

kalye quezon

either sa mini-stop ng ceres o sa rebulto ng kalabaw ka bababa sa poblacion sa guihulngan, kapag gusto mo ng bibingka na may buko ay sa terminal ka bababa, kapag gusto mo makakita ng palaisipan ay sa doon ka sa rebulto ng kalabaw na nasa gitna ng dalawang malaking letrang "A" na pinagsasabitan ng logo ng munisipyo na nakapasok sa isang malaking gear na nasa ibabaw ng kalabaw, nasa harap ng dagat itong kalabaw na ito at nasa gilid ng bulwagan ng katarungan. merong christmas lights na nakasabit sa kalabaw.

ang kalye katapat ng kalabaw ay pinangalang quezon. kapag binaybay mo ito galing sa kalabaw ay may limang panaderya at limang sanglaan ito sa loob lamang ng dalawang kantong ilang metro lamang ang layo sa isa't isa.

katapat ng kalabaw sa kaliwang kanto ay ang stop over bakeshop, ang pinakamurang panaderyahan sa kalye quezon, pagtumawid ka sa kanan at naglakad hanggang sa dulo nito ay golden glo mts bakeshop na pinakamalaki naman ang matutumbok mo, meron ditong freezer ng selecta.

pagtawid galing golden glo ay bunggo mo kaagad ang park and go bakeshop na may upuang pang tatlong tao na matatapat sa malaking salamin, ilang metro lang ang layo nito sa canadian bakery and sari-sari store kung saan di pa ako bumibili ng tinapay dahil nakakalungkot ang itsura, mukhang dekada 50 pa. katapat nito sa tawid na kanto ang bagong bake easy bakeshop na tatlong linggo pa lamang ito pero marami na itong suki at mga kabataang dumadaan para sumigaw ng i love you sa long hair na bading na empleyado dito kapag gabi.

nagsiksikan katabi ng mga panaderyang ito ang cebuana lhuiller (your number 1 pawnshop), m lhuiller (numero uno ng bayan), palawan (with branches nationwide to serve you), rd (pawnshop and jewelry) at maria gracia (since 1983).

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Friday, March 17, 2006

they are showing brocka


.............insiang sa gateway, a las nueve mamayang gabi.

Monday, March 13, 2006

tequila letters from 1999

From : Lindsey Cameron
Sent : Wednesday, July 14, 1999 11:21 PM
mailto: romeltfd@hotmail.com
Subject : Undercover Mountie

Yeah, seems I read something in the paper about the Filippino (spelling? One 'p'? Two? Your country is hard to spell...) President calling in a death row inmate's reprieve about thirty seconds too late... Perhaps an effective NGO strategy to combat the death penalty might be to distribute more exact time pieces to politicians.

Or would that be a tactic? But seriously, are you working on this? Or your organization generally?

Gilbert stayed at my place again last night. We had a good chat about some of the cases he has tried and his plans for Columbia. But he is definitely not a tequila drinker, that boy. And I noticed that he avoided the tea at breakfast. He seemed OK with the bagels, though, so he should fit right in in NYC. Oh, and he shaved off his beard. Too bad.

Speaking of staying places, Gilbert tells me that you LIVE IN YOUR OFFICE?!! Excuse me?

I'm heading to Ottawa this afternoon to look at apartments (because I certainly do not intend to live in MY office) for a few hours. Apparently, one of my future housemates, Gonzalo, found a couple of nice places. Gonzalo MAKES HIS OWN BEER. I have selflessly volunteered to be his official taste-tester.

It's going to be a fun year. M-J-M and I saw The Red Violin yesterday and it was fantastic: go go go. It's a Canadian-Italy production, set in Italy, Germany, Oxford, Shanghai and Montreal. So it's also in five languages, which is neat. It's the story of a violin and how it travels from place to place across the centuries. Very cool, and fabu sountrack. Jacques was supposed to meet us, but he was a no-show.

Lindsey, beer taster, apartment hunter, movie-goer, hostess

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Sent : Tuesday, July 20, 1999 1:04 AM
Subject : Apply what you learn

Hey, are you questioning my apartment-hunting tactics? The apartment we signed for on Wednesday was the first one I looked at, but about the tenth one Gonzalo had seen.

Security risk: Not only have I not fixed the lock on the back door, but that door no longer even shuts properly. Good thing I have that hockey stick.

Dad announced yesterday that he and Mum want to move to Sydney, Australia for at least four months out of every year. I hope their move isn't inspired by me telling him about your Dad. Maybe I made him feel unexciting.

Oh man. But maybe it's just a phase that will pass. Two years ago Dad was thinking about moving onto a ship and just sailing around so as to become an 'international citizen' and avoid paying taxes. But he abandoned that idea when he realized that he'd lose his medical coverage.

Lindsey

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Sent : Thursday, July 22, 1999 12:05 AM
Subject : Re: Heaven is where Jimi Hendrix is

Convent-boy: Yes, that would be the storm I was caught in on my way to a barbequeue, of all things. Unbelievable weather. But the ice storm still wins.

Park near my house: Carre St-Louis.

I'm ignoring the question because you're making fun of my project.

So Mathieu and my other friend Mike and Jacques and I went to the comedy fest last night. Pretty cool, albeit funny converstaion between Mike, who barely speaks French, and Jacques, who refuses to speak English. Saw an ice sculpteur (in July!) and the fastest painter in the world (landscape in 15 min). Also, 'the woman with the body of steel' who lay on a bed of nails while some guy broke a cement block on her stomach with a mallet. And the world's smallest singer. What a night!

Oh! Almost forgot. A Filipina (note my correct spelling) domestic worker facing a deportation order is holed up in a church in Edmonton. She is being deported for failing to inform immigration authorities that she was changing employers. But she says her first employer, a lawyer, dismissed her (breaching her contract) and then told her it was ok to take a job with someone else. The nanny is credible and made the front page of the national newspaper yesterday (big picture of her, too). Back to work (on my secret , but suddenly headline-making, project),

Lindsey

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I am quite excited to go West. A good friend, Sandy, is getting married (to a guy named Andy!) and I am going to the wedding with my friend Brent, who I have not seen since I was living in Japan three years ago. He has been living in Osaka for 5 years but now is moving to the States to do his MBA. I can`t wait to see him! And I figure that the wedding is the perfect place for us to catch up, what with the open bar, buffet and the fact that neither of us will really know anyone else there (except for another good friend of mine from Toronto, Christine, who I haven`t seen in a while and who is also coming out for the ceremony).

Actually, how I met Sandy is a funny story. I was on a train to Quebec City about 7 years ago and met Christine when we both discovered that our luggage had been unloaded at the wrong stop. Anyway, we became good friends and when her best friend Sandy moved out to Vancouver she asked me to take her to lunch (I was at UBC). So Sandy and I ended up becoming quite good friends (shared love for margaritas and salsa dancing). So now we all live in different cities but will be together again for Sandy`s wedding!

Which reminds me that I don`t have a gift yet. I was thinking of getting a froth machine i.e. for frothy coffees etc. It looks like kind of a cool kitchen thing that most people wouldn`t normally have, but I don`t know, it might be totally useless. Not that I have time to go shopping this week anyway.

love Lindsey

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Sent : Thursday, August 5, 1999 4:31 AM
Subject : Cry me a river

hiya, Romel. So you're bailing out the office, eh?

I am in sunny Vancouver, enjoying my parents' hospitality and their beautiful flower garden.

My flight over was quite an adventure. The woman sitting behind me was a psychopath: she attacked the back of my seat with her fists and feet when I tried to recline it and then, when the flight attendant told her to stop, she started shoving his beverage cart. He wrote up an "air rage" report on her, so I guess that she won't be flying the friendly skies again any time soon.

:) Lindsey

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Sent : Friday, August 13, 1999 12:02 PM
Subject : beach boy

hiya, Romel.

sorry about the floods. Here we may also have a hell of a flood as there is too much snow in the mountains this year. We shall see.

So the big headlines this week are all about Chinese migrants. In the last two weeks, two ships have dropped migrants off the coast of British Columbia. The first ship contained 125 migrants in abosolutely squalid conditions. The second ship was spotted by the coastguard as it approached shore, so its crew forced the "cargo" of 123 migrants into the water and they had to swim for the beach. Not funny in the Pacific at this time of year. Luckily, no one drowned. A third ship was spotted this morning in the economic zone and is believed to be carrying more migrants.

Enough said... I just got back from a camping trip with the parental units. We went up to a lake that is just southeast of Whistler. It was beautiful and warm and we swam and read our books and drank a lot of wine. And we saw a bear. It was all very Canadian and bourgeois. Tomorrow

I have two job interviews, cross your fingers for me! Then on the weekend I am meeting a long-lost friend for a walk along the waterfront. Her name is Sarah and we were friends at University, then in Japan, and now she and her husband are moving to France. It will be nice to see her.

love Lindsey

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Sent : Saturday, August 28, 1999 9:02 AM
Subject : Bullseye

hiya, Romel. Last day of my holiday: too bad, so sad. Although going back to work does mean that I will have a computer again and can put an end to my radio silence.

The interviews went well. I got a job with a firm I like. Starts in one year, i.e. after my contract in Ottawa ends. The firm has a pretty large Japan practice (good), an office in Tokyo (better), also an aboriginal practice (even better) where they actually represent bands rather than just industry (best). I was impressed with the people I met out here and with the work they are doing. So I will try it out. Beats the hell out of Montreal and separatist politics, that's for sure.

How is Niza's job in east Timor for the referendum going? It is not so much in the news here - just bits and pieces. No one likes to discuss independence movements in Canada, surprise surprise. I hope that Jose Antonio et al. are safe and well.

Met with the Philippine Women's Centre the other day. Also SIKLAB, a group representing Filipino Migrant Workers in Canada. Very interesting people, but HOSTILE. Holy shit. Apparently, the CHRF did not invite them to some conference last year so they are bitter. Enter Lindsey Cameron, Target. Whew! :)

Lindsey

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Sent : Wednesday, September 1, 1999 11:13 PM
Subject : Re: Bullseye

hiya, Romel. I hope that by now you have both recovered from your hangover and heard from Niza. I saw bits and pieces of the referendum on the news, but not much more than that. I guess I ought to buy a paper at lunch...

Anway, I started my new job in Ottawa on Monday, so it's been a stressful couple of days. I sort of moved into my new house this morning. Only "sort of" because I don't get my furniture until the weekend so I have to sleep on this mat-thing for a couple of days. Very nice. The job seems ok. I am panicking about how much French stuff I am going to have to write, but that's all I'm going to say about it because it gives me a stomach-ache even to think about it.

Otherwise, I am adjusting to post-vacation life. I miss my mum's cooking!

Love Lindsey
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Sent : Wednesday, September 8, 1999 1:22 AM
Subject : Love me, love my letters

hiya, Romel. Thanks for the birthday greetings. You are actually the first person to send me some. It is so cheerful to start the morning off that way.

I am throwing myself a party on my birthday since I don't really have anyone in Ottawa to throw one for me. It is doubling as a housewarming party so as not to look too much like a desperate plea for attention. I will be sure to have a bottle of tequila on hand...

Is it a bad sign that I have already considered killing one of my housemates? Gonzalo told me he was going into work for three hours yesterday (it was a holiday) so I told him I would wait at home during that time for the guy coming to install his phone line. But Gonzalo stayed at work all day so my holiday was wasted because the phone guy didn't come until almost 5. Man, was I pissed. Now I think that he might be a bit scared of me, since he was very quiet at breakfast.

Glad to hear that Niza returned safely from East Timor. El Obaid is also back. What a mess. I agree with you that they should send in a peacekeeping force. I hope that Juan Antonio is ok.

:) Birthday girl
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Sent : Thursday, September 23, 1999 8:54 PM
Subject : fall back

hiya, Romel. Summer is definitely over in thi spart of the world. Only four degrees when I woke up this morning, brrrr!

Work is busy as hell. I haven't had a weekend off since I started, so this weekend I am going to Montreal to take a break. I am doing a lot of writing in French, which I am slow at. The other people in my office are still nice, although one of the guys that I thought was cool turned out to be quite the slimeball after he'd had a few drinks. Oh well, on to better things.

What are you up to these days? Lindsey
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Sent : Friday, October 1, 1999 12:57 AM
Subject : Re:

hiya, Romel,

I am getting along great with my housemates Matias and Gonzalo although they are a bit messier than I am used to. Sometimes I feel like their Mom, like when Matias asked me the other day if he should start the dishwasher (I think he got the message when I answered, "Use your judgement, dear.") But they cook and they rent movies, so it all balances out.

I have been invited to a party tonight that is UNRELATED TO WORK. Not that the people at work aren't great, it's just that the geek factor is pretty high. I can be a nerd too, but at least I like to party. My friend Paula in Montreal introduced me to this friend of hers who works for Foreign Affairs and, apparently, throws a lot of parties. I am actually very excited to go, which gives you an indication of how desperate I am to socialize.

love Lindsey
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Sent : Saturday, October 30, 1999 1:38 AM
Subject : Happy Hallowe'en

Boo! I am off to a weird party this year - instead of just wearing costumes, we have to wear costumes that make up a word or an expression. So I am pinning autums leaves and lines from my favourite poems onto my clothes and I will have to keep walking around the party. Can you guess my costume? It is "poetry in motion"! I hope that other people can guess it, or I will feel like a dork...

Sounds like you have been crazy busy. I hope that you had a nice visit with your daughter. You sounded a bit worried (?) about not having seen her and her mother getting married.

Work is good. I have been working on a lot of applications by refugees for judicial review of negative decisions by the Immigration Board. The lawyers on both sides submit some pretty bad arguments and poorly organized work. Very disturbing. But not disturbing enough for me to want to become an immigration lawyer.

:) Lindsey

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Sent : Tuesday, November 2, 1999 10:23 PM
Subject : Re: Future immigration lawyer

hiya, Mel. Sounds like you are having a good visit with Ayi. Sucks that you don't get to see her more though... I am sporting a lovely black eye from a weekend game of pick-up soccer. Some guy planted his elbow in my face. Very nice. But it was a fun game - it is Indian summer here (is that politically correct? Aboriginal Peoples' Summer? First Nations Second Summer?) and nice and warm.

Re my hair: Short short short as usual.

:)Lindsey

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Sent : Monday, November 22, 1999 10:18 PM
Subject : re: down from the mountain

hiya, Romel. You're a hard guy to keep track of - it sounds like you never stay in one place for very long!

Bing is in Manila now presenting the project I was working on in the summer. I hope that you are in town and easy to find, because I have sent her with your office phone number and a cadeau... :) Lindsey
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Sent : Friday, December 3, 1999 10:32 PM
Subject : Re: WTO

hiya, Romel.

Glad to hear that the Tequila actually made it to you! Don't drink it all in one place (or do, perhaps...). I hope that Niza wasn't badly hurt at the ASEAN protest. The "Battle in Seattle" has been big news here, since there were thousands of Canadians who went down to participate. So much for freedom of assembly, I guess.

Lindsey
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Sent : Saturday, December 25, 1999 9:22 AM
Subject : Step into Christmas

hiya guys,

At the moment, I am in Vancouver. My brother is here too, so it is the first time in almost a year that we are all together. Of course, we have all fallen into our usual roles. I suppose that my brother and I will bicker our way right through adulthood into old age! :)

By the time I get back to Ottawa, the canal should be frozen and I will be able to go skating at lunch. I am also taking up snowboarding, and have found some cheap lessons at Mt. Fortune in Gatineau Park. My lesson-taking partner-in-crime, Jeff "Rider B" Brown, is trying to convince me that we can't just learn how to snowboard, we have to BECOME boarders. Right. I can just see myself around the office remarking, "Your reasoning in that last judgement was sick, Your Lordship."

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, love Lindsey

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

mass transit


"Well I’m waiting down this train station
Waiting for that train, waiting for the train
Take me from this lonesome place"


-hear my train coming, jimi hendrix

“You like trains?” Niza asked, the last time I was with her. I was looking at her reflection on the train glass door. She had what seemed like a handbag but was really a small backpack. We were passing round a bend to the central station from petaling jaya, the KL night lights swirling outside the window.

“I like trains,” she said, flashing a toothy smile and nodding her head, agreeing enthusiastically with what she just said.

I then remembered the pictures that she took on her train trip to Geneva, hazy renderings of the German countryside, like smudged glassy prints they use on gloomy motion blur filtered European film posters. They contrasted with the flying gestures and wide smiles with which she recounted that trip, exactly the way she told me about the Grand Central station in New York.

I once took the train in Copenhagen to have a Filipino lunch in the house of a young couple that I introduced myself to when I heard them speak Tagalog near the Vietnamese eatery where I was eating curried bean sprouts. That was one peculiar Sunday, by the time I was eating adobo in their place, they already had me swim in a topless beach and raise my hands in a Christian charismatic mass.

I also rode the Toronto train from Montreal to have a weekend rendezvous with my US relatives at the border in Niagara falls. I had fun riding the subway trains of Montreal, straining my ears at the French station names, “Place des Artes! Place des Artes!”, and getting off at underground shopping malls that felt like how it must be in Asimov’s central planet in his Foundation series where nobody lives in the surface anymore, just like in one of the underground centers in Osaka, only I did not get to use the subway there because all the signs were in Japanese and directions really seem to get lost in translation.

It’s easier in Thailand, going to Silom is such a breeze taking the BTS. The last I was there the subway was finally operational and we took it going to the blues bar near Banglampoo where Niza brings her friends to. About a decade ago we asked each other how we see ourselves in about ten years. She said by that time she will be traveling abroad attending international conferences,while I said I might still be what I was then, penniless and “nakikitulog kung saan saan.” A counselor told me to be careful of self talk because it tends to find a way to fulfill itself.

In the KL skytrain with Niza, I remembered another train we rode in Malaysia before, the overnight train we took from Bangkok to Butterworth on our way to Penang in one of her previous visa runs, where the train guy would pull out the bunker beds way before anybody was really sleepy. On the ferry to Penang we befriended a young Japanese from the same train we had who told us Sony and Aiwa have the same owners. We had a picture taken with him. He was with us when we went to a restaurant in the Indian neighborhood where there was this chubby kid at the cash machine, not more than twelve, who, with a wave of his right hand and a twinkle in his eye, told us, “Oh I give you discount!”

I remembered how it was, I smiled at Niza and told her, “Yeah, i love trains.”

Friday, March 03, 2006

moves you more than the movie

"Later, that dozy embrace solidified in his memory as the single moment of artless, charmed happiness in their separate and difficult lives. Nothing marred it, even the knowledge that Ennis would not then embrace him face to face because he did not want to see nor feel that it was Jack he held. And maybe, hethought, they’d never got much farther than that. Let be, let be."
-Anne Proulx

Thursday, March 02, 2006

go west

if you wait to see the sun set over the sea across dumaguete boulevard, you'll wait forever.